Domingo, 13 de Fevereiro de 2011

Tomorrow is going to be a long, long day.

 

I know it sounds really selfish to be upset by spending Valentine's Day alone, when are people who lost husbands and stuff, but it's not easy watching the person you love and care about not giving a shit about you.
And in the same time, I have an awesome guy in love with me. And it kills me the fact that I dont love him back, my heart crys everytime I talk to him because I don't feel the same sparkle... And I want to love him, I really do, because I don't wanna hurt him and I wanna be happy and make him happy... Instead, I love a jerk. But in my mind, he is so perfect. I don't wanna love him anymore. I'm tired of thinking about him and wanting to cry. I'm tired of loving someone that plays with my feelings. I'm tired of being hurt.

 

People will do anything to work out why they feel bad, won't they? I wish you could go back to when I hadn't lost anything. Maybe I could feel better. I'm sick of falling in love. They never love me back.

 

I think everyone has his one vision of love. In my mind, love is sick, pointless, painful and overrated. It deteriorates us.

 


Sinto-me: fuck.
Oiço: i love you but i’ve chosen darkness - thoughts on the floor

publicado por Scarlet às 22:40 | link | kill someone

6 dead persons:
De anna ♥ a 14 de Fevereiro de 2011 às 11:23
aii como eu te percebo! eu sinto o mesmo que tu.
temos pessoas que nos amam, mas não amamos a elas :(
e amamos quem não nos merece! :@


De Scarlet a 14 de Fevereiro de 2011 às 20:21
È um sentimento amargo.


De Isabela a 14 de Fevereiro de 2011 às 17:32
Uou, belo texto :o


De Scarlet a 14 de Fevereiro de 2011 às 20:20
Thank you. Nem está assim tão bom.


De seekingbeautyindissonance.blogspot.com a 15 de Fevereiro de 2011 às 19:31
Love hurts, love kills whoever you were before you fell in love. Love is sadistic. Love is painful and unfair. But I don't think love has ever been pointless or overrated.
Love is hard to understand and it blinds us. When one's in love the world changes and everything you believed in before this guy came into your life is destroyed.
I know it's hard to forget the only person you think about all day, but it is not an impossible task.
Honey, go out more. Try to be with other people and hang out with this boy who is in love with you.
You will forget that jerk. You just have to be strong.


De Scarlet a 16 de Fevereiro de 2011 às 19:25
I'm trying. Belive me. I already felt empty, but now I feel much worst. Why did I have to fall in love? Everything was bad, but now is just fucked up.
But, in a way, I'm glad I feel sad. At least I dont feel so empty. I feel something. I'm tired of just killing time. I dont feel alive, not at all. And when I feel sad I remember that I felt better before. You know?


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