Sábado, 5 de Fevereiro de 2011

You would know that I cry every night for the people I lost.

 

You would know that I never tell my problems to anyone because I don't have anyone to tell.

 

You would know that I hate myself - physically and mentally.

 

You would know that I find my escape from reality in music and in the books I read.

 

You would know that I think too much, and mostly bad things.

 

You would know that the reason I always say that love sucks because no one ever loved me back.

 

You would know that I never tell what's on my mind because they would not understand.

 

You would know that I'm afraid of being a failure.

 

You would know that I have thought about suicide and how to kill myself, but I'm not that brave.

 

You would know that I put fake smiles everyday because maybe if I pretend too much it will become reality.

 

You would know that I wonder if is anyone out there for me, someone that understands me and accepts me for who I am.

 

You would know that I wish I could go back to when I hadn't lost anything.

 

You would know that I never know what to answer when people ask me what’s wrong.

 

You would know that I feel lost. I don't know what to feel anymore.

 

You would know that I'm always afraid of being alone for the rest of my life.

 

You would know that I don't know what to do about my future.

 

You would know that I want to stop doing it, but it's hard.

 

You would know that I'm a broken girl.

 

You would know that whenever I make eye contact with someone, I'm always terrified that their first thought is that I'm ugly.

 

You would know that most of the times I hate everyone and everything.

 

You would know that I have a bad habit of comparing myself to others.

 

You would know that I have bad nightmares every night.

 

You would know that I don’t know why I am the why I am.

 



publicado por Scarlet às 14:19 | link | kill someone

18 dead persons:
De Maddie C. a 5 de Fevereiro de 2011 às 17:28
oh querida, agora fiquei emocionada, se precisares de alguma coisa eu estou aqui s:
(by the way, adoro o programa)


De Scarlet a 6 de Fevereiro de 2011 às 19:07
Obrigada, Maddie (:
Eu só vi 2 episódios, mas logo no primeiro desatei a chorar. Naquela parte do "Cross the line if...", foi onde me emocionou mais. Especialmente quando diziam "Cross the line if you lost someone closs to you, and you will never see their smile again, or their laughter..."


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